
I haven’t received a job offer after my interview a couple of weeks ago so I take it that’s a no-go. The clock is ticking and I have 3 paychecks to go. My boss is trying to get us an extension on our contract so hopefully that goes through. I have bills to pay and I have to eat like everyone else. It sucks having to be in limbo about something so important. Not to mention, my office has to move out of our building by the first of the year because the company we rent office space from is moving. He lost a lot of contracts and employees so he’s only going to run one office now. It’s never easy….

Today we unexpectedly received a box from headquarters in the mail. I eagerly ripped it open and noticed that there were boxes of new business cards for everyone. I handed my boss his two boxes and gave my other two coworkers theirs as well. I saw one more box in there and was excited because I was sure it was for me. My job title didn’t change like everyone else’s so I was surprised to receive a box. I picked it up and immediately knew something was wrong; the box was much lighter than the others I had picked up. Throwing caution to the wind I opened it up and was bitter: I had half of a box of business cards and the other half was filled with balled up tissue paper to make the box heavier and to take up room. They had to pack my box with trash to make me feel better. That sucked. I was bitter and then laughed because it’ s not like I would be handing out my cards to anyone anyway. I’m a Senior Administrative Assistant…..No one needs my business cards. It sucked but it gave me a good laugh.

Ever wanted something because you needed it but not because you really wanted it? That’s how I feel about this new job I just interviewed for. On one hand, I am running out of time and should welcome any new job opportunities that come my way. On the other hand, I know the job will be a pain in the ass and a lot of work on my part. If I get the job it will be an increase in pay but much more work is involved. I’m conflicted.
Everyone wants something but doesn’t realize that more issues can come along with that wish. A luxury vehicle – more expensive to buy, own (insurance rates), and maintain. More money – got to work on keeping it. There are many others in this list but you get the point. I should be hearing something back by next week and if I don’t, then I guess the job wasn’t meant for me and that’s ok. I will keep on rolling and apply elsewhere.

I decided to visit my local job fair today due to my contract being up soon and was sorely disappointed. A small room with only about 15 companies. I was in and out of there in less than 20 mintues. It was a total waste. I passed out maybe five resumes and left. I can only hope that someone finds a job. I did find the booth for the state that deals with veterans so maybe I will find some luck there. *crossing fingers*

For all that don’t know, I do contract work. Three months ago we were concerned about our contract not being renewed. At the 11th hour they extended us for another 6 months. Now 3 months in, I realize I’m going to be in the same situation again – worried about not having a job at the end of the day. So now I’m running around submitting resumes to various places in hopes of getting a callback. Unfortunately for me, I do admin work so my skills are a dime a dozen. Wish me luck that I find something soon….