Sex, Lies, and Videotape
The basis of my whole blog is to let people in on the craziness that is my life. I have periods of calm where nothing really goes on but I know that in due time, drama will rear its ugly head. This post is about something that took me completely by surprise recently:
About 3 years ago, I separated from my husband and moved out and into my own place. Hindsight being 20/20, I now realize that that was the beginning of my downfall. Sometimes it takes losing it all to appreciate what you have. Anyway, I digress. I had bought new furniture, accessories, etc. to fill a new household. In the end, I lost my good credit (due to filing bankruptcy), got a stalker, lost my pride, lost faith in mankind, and gained a circulating videotape. Yes, you read it right. A videotape.
I had been hearing rumors for a while that one of my trysts was caught on tape. I didn’t read too much into it because rumors are just that. Rumors. I did keep my ears open because I am one to believe that where there is smoke there is fire. I had met a couple and we became friends. I ended up involving myself with the couple (wrong move) and I guess they had a hidden camera in their room because the rumor is that both were in the video. I can pinpoint the night but definitely don’t remember seeing a camera nor consenting to be on one. Now here is where the story gets worse: I talked to my husband about a month ago and told him I kept hearing rumors about a tape and he said they weren’t rumors. Someone he knew saw it and said it was clearly me. Not to mention, the couple is now printing stills of the video and passing the pictures around. Stills that he has personally seen. Everything makes sense now. I was getting a lot of Myspace friend requests at one time and didn’t think anything about it. The story gets worse….
I now hear conflicting stories. The guy who saw it told my husband that I was clearly out of it at one point. They have been known to drug people by sticking stuff in their drinks. Now that I think of it, I did get really drunk after 1 drink….. The messed up thing is I only remember the night up to a certain part. I woke up in the bed by myself. Apparently on the video the guy saw, multiple guys came in the room. I don’t remember any of this so I am still doubting it was me but the guy said it clearly was. I have a male friend who saw the tape and said it looked like a basement. We had stopped talking for a while due to his financial ineptitude but that’s another story. I saw him a few months ago and he apologized and this is how I found out he saw it. Now I’m thinking they carried me down to a basement and the guys were already there the whole time; however, the male friend said he didn’t see the part with other guys coming through.
So I am now on a quest to get the tape. I have a feeling it’s online somewhere but of course I have no idea what site it would be on. There are so many amateur porn sites it would be next to impossible to find it anytime soon. Also, in the state I live in, it is illegal to videotape someone without their consent. Also, there may be possible rape charges if I was clearly not conscious. The only streak of light for me right now is the fact that my male friend knows someone who has a copy of the tape. The issue is, the person is hesitant in releasing it to him – constantly asking him what he is going to do with it. My thoughts on this are 1.) He’s on the tape or 2:) doesn’t want to get the couple and/or others in trouble. I pray that he releases it so I can proceed to let the court system handle it. It sucks waiting. I already have a lawyer ready to help.
If I get the tape, it will be city news because a lot of people know them. I expect backlash and will take it because I was wrong but so were they. It would really suck if it reached the news stations…. Stay tuned. I will keep everyone updated on what happens. Let the search begin….
